...never give you more than you can handle. I try hard to believe in that, but sometimes it just doesn't work that way.
I really felt that by now I would have came up with a way to get my gas turned back on. I am going on a week and a half without. Sure my kids are inconvenienced and I feel like a failure, but have been trying to act like we are still fine.
When I came across this site, I figured every sad story and hardship case would be here too, but I also believed the ads stating that people who were blessed with the ability to help others were on here regularly trying to help where they could. So far, I just keep seeing stories similar to mine or with worse stress than I have.
I didn't feel comfortable mentioning my health in my first ads and still don't, therefore I want to deny what is actually in God's hands as being a concern for me to focus on. The bills and lack of service in my home I believe is something I am failing at. I have tried to ask for work to alleviate these problems in the future, but seems so many people are dishonest these days that help will not come through this site.
I wish the phoney lottery, inheritance and UK scammers would not be like the others trying to capitalize on poverty. There must me no way to avoid being kicked when you are done.
I am going to try to go back to school and find a better career whenever that is completed and hope my health concerns work their way out. My children need me to be strong and I realize no one out here really is wanting to help, they are just wanting help.
